Why I am always so angry?

It all started when my mom send me to live with my dad when I was 12. And then I was alone with my dad who then felt like 3 years kid. Since my mom took me back when I was 14 I felt this anger. And now I am soon 23 years but the anger is still there and I feel alone (I feel my anger repels all the nice people). Whenever I go back to live with my dad anger goes over for a moment but when I come back to my mom�s town the anger is still there. Should I move to my dads town (even it�s 500km away and I have there pretty much nothing).