I don't know what to do?

Okay, so ever since i was in grade 2 my parents move to another country. Now at first, i HATED that country so much, but after like almost 10 years here (Now im a junior), i learned that my dad who is 63 years old, is going to get kicked out of a job, and we will go back to my country. All of the sudden, everything came crashing down on me. I suddenly felt like i don't want to leave because i want to graduate from my school here, and i sort of got use to it, but no one really liked me that much here (meaning in friends). But down, in my country, everyone in school loves me, they even still remember me, and they we met up whenever i go down during summer. But i don't know why i feel like i want to finish my school here, then go down to univ. there. I feel like there is something would be missing. Al thought this year was the crappiest for me because i did something and i fcked up, and i wanted to go down to my country. But the truth is, my life here is easier. Look here were i am now, elec. is available 24/7, water, transportation EVERYTHING. There are trains etc...But down in my country, IT'S A MESS. The elec. is available like 5or 6 hours a day, and the motor is crappy. Water is terrible, and transportation is so weird, and crappy. I feel like, it isn't me to me in such a place. Like i don't want to live that kind of life. What the heck is wrong? I LOVE IT THEIR but everything is cheap, and i hate it here but everything is easy. Help?! What do you think i should do? See a therapist?